Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Fuck Fuck Fuck...

Each day I get closer to this family trip to Aruba. Each day I dread it more. I've talked about this in my old blog, but I really really don't like my parents friends.

My mom said that the two people who are getting married will have an itinerary for everyone there with a bunch of fun activities. I was like "Yea I'll skip that." She was just like "It's more for everyone so they know what they can do."

I hate this. There are certain things about me that I have come to realize that I just can't change.

1.) If you get me a present that has no thought into it, I will irrationally hate you.

2.) If I don't like people I can't fake it and pretend to have a good time. I just can't.

I can't pretend to have a good time and I feel like I am not going to have a good time on this trip.

Everyone gets pissed at me and it drives me nuts. After 29 years they should know who I am.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. I know I am going to have a shitty time on this trip. I am so pissed. I wish I had stuck to my gut instinct and said no to going.

I mentioned this again to the wife and she was like "Well why didn't you say you didn't want to go?" I mentioned how she had wanted to go and got the: "Don't drag me into this."

Yea honey convenient excuse once the tickets are bought.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

3 comments:

Mr. Guesa said...

You can just resort to heavy alcohol consumption to make the trip fly by. If you do it well enough, they'll have to come to the hospital to see you and there are only certain hours they can be there...It could end up being a win-win situation...

Anonymous said...

dude,
bring some trade papers and then go on adventures with the boy.

Cron said...

I think that even if you have this feeling, you cannot go with THAT type of approach.
Because even if it is all good, you will not enjoy anything, just because you will be expecting "that thing" that would tik you off and make you say "I knew it!!!".

Dude, you are going to Aruba!!!
Surely you might have some bad times, but it won't be all bad. you atitude shoud be to take what you can get and enjoy the trip as much as it is allowed.
the bad parts of this trip, you should just hold off and wait until you are free again to do what you please with your son&wife.

(just trying to give you a different perspective)